3am sitting on a kitchen counter

I want to fight the sleep out of my eyes just to be a little bit longer right beside you. I want to be comfortable enough to be wearing just your t-shirt that is long enough to serve me as a dress while I'm wearing nothing but my underwear underneath. I want to sit on a kitchen counter when it is 3am because we can't seem to get enough of each other and a conversation about the stars seems good enough of an excuse to keep us there looking at one another. As we sip cheap coffee with tons of sugar, even if none of us likes coffee, because we ran out of that good tea we like and we were both too lazy to go grocery shopping. I want you to catch me staring when you're looking up at the sky and lighting up a cigarette that you won't even finish smoking. I want you to smile that little smirk of yours that you do whenever you know you're right about something, or you know you're winning. The same smirk I say I hate but secretely love, and you keep doing it because you already know I lied. I want you to catch me yawning and pull me in and caress my hair. I want you to lead me to bed and I want you to kiss me tender just before we turn the light off and you put an arm around me and I lay my head on your chest. That is what I want.

I Fell In Love

I fell in love with anything self destructive.

Just Here

I'm just here. Trying not to cry.

Happy Endings

Happy endings are stories that haven't ended yet.

Is it too much?

Is it too much to ask for something great?

Nothing New

I'm sad and I want to          

                                  cry.

Little Mix - Little Me

She lives in the shadow of a lonely girl

Voice so quiet you don't hear a word

Always talking but you can't be heard

You can see it there if you catch her eye

I know she's brave but its trapped inside

Scared to stop but you don't know why

Wish I knew back then what I know now

Wish I could somehow

Go back and tell me maybe listen to my own advice

I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out

Talk a bit louder be a bit prouder

tell her she's beautiful, wonderful, everything she doesn't see

You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out

And know that right her right now

You could be beautiful, wonderful anything you want to be

Little Me

Oooh 

Yeah you got a lot of time to act your age

Can't write a book from a single page

Hands on the clock only turn one way

Run too fast and you'll risk it all

Cant be afraid to take a fall

Felt so big but she looked so small

Wish I knew back then what I know now

Wish I could somehow

Go back and tell me maybe listen to my own advice

Wish I knew back then what I know now

Wish I could somehow

Go back and tell me listen to my own advice

I'd tell her to speak up, tell her to shout out

Talk a bit louder be a bit prouder

tell her she's beautiful, wonderful, everything she doesn't see

You gotta speak up, you gotta shout out

And know that right her right now

You could be beautiful, wonderful anything you wanna be

Little Me