Always So Afraid

The truth is
that
I've been
always so afraid
of losing
people,
that I've
locked myself
out
and lost everyone
I had.

                              {l.m}

Made Me

You made me fly

and you made me

drown.

And so you lifted me

up and so you let me

fall.

Then you left me lying

shattered on the floor

to die.

                        

                       {l.m}

Along The Way

I've been so caught

thinking about not losing you

that I've lost myself along

the way.

{l.m}

You Came Out Of No Where

Thought my heart was
not fixable and then
you came out of no where
and put all the little
pieces back together.

{l.m}

Beyond Lost And Broken

He told her
  he'd mend her
  broken heart.

She told him
  he was beyond
  lost and broken.

{l.m}

Against Them All

And in that moment

it felt like nothing

else mattered, and

it was just you

and I against them all.

{l.m}

Being in love

It was like getting
lost in a sea
full of loath and
ecstasy. And
so that is what being
in love is.

{l.m}

Falling

It felt like I was falling
                         
                            and falling
                                   
                                         and falling
                                               
                                                       everyday a little bit


  deeper.
                                                                                         {l.m}

My life

Some days, I feel everything at once.
Other days, I feel nothing at all.

So sweet

I fell into a sadness

so sweet

that it

engulfed

me.

{l.m}

Some times

Because some

times

you just kind of

feel

sad in a way

no

one ever

understands.

{l.m}

Letter to Max Brod

"I usually solve problem by letting them devour me."
                                                                          -Franz Kafka

Fallen

Maybe he didn't
actually
realize
until he had fallen
hard
enough,
that he couldn't find
a way
out.

{l.m}

To be found

It's hard to
be found,
when you don't
think you're
lost.

Ghost

That's exactly it,

I have seen

a ghost,

ans kissed

one

and let it

slip through

my skin,

and

now maybe

i'm a ghost,

too.

Nothing to lose

When you got nothing,

you got nothing to lose.

Believe

R.I.P Cory Monteith

Good Vibes

The Perks Of Being A Wallflower

"We accept the love we

think we deserve."

Black Veil Brides - In The End

In the end
As you fade into the night (oh whoa oh oh)
Who will tell the story of your life?

In the end
As my soul's laid to rest
What is left of my body
Or am I just a shell?
And I have fought
And with flesh and blood I commanded an army
Through it all I have given my home for a moment of glory
(I gave it all)

In the end
As you fade into the night (oh whoa oh oh)
Who will tell the story of your life (oh whoa oh oh)
And who will remember your last goodbye (oh whoa oh oh)
Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die.

I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die

Born a saint
Though with every sin I still wanna be holy
I will live again
Who we are
Isn't how we live we are more than our bodies
If I fall I will rise back up and relive my glory

In the end
As you fade into the night (oh whoa oh oh)
Who will tell the story of your life (oh whoa oh oh)
And who will remember your last goodbye (oh whoa oh oh)
Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die

In the end
As you fade into the night (oh whoa oh oh)
Who will tell the story of your life (oh whoa oh oh)
And who will remember your last goodbye (oh whoa oh oh)
Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die

Who will remember this last goodbye (oh whoa oh oh)
Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die

Not afraid
I'm not afraid to die
Not not afraid
I'm not afraid to die!

Now

We've just got

to keep fighting

through it.

For now I just have to think that...

Hospital For Souls

"And then I found out how hard it is to really change.

Even hell can get comfy once you've settled in.

I just wanted the numb inside me to leave."

Legen-dary

"Keep listening to music, cause it gets you through everything, I promise."

The Story So Far - Clairvoyant

I think you'll notice when things become different

The good vibes in our lives won't feel so consistent

And less becomes more cause the weight is too heavy

I swim in the water that's breaking your levee

The way that you left me is alright, it's alright

If I argue the point then we yell and we fight

And I won't be home for the rest of the night

You might hate my words but you know that I'm right

You know that I'm right

This is your life, there's no way to run from it

The doubt in your brain or the pain in your stomach

I only have but one complaint at the moment

Don't paint me black when I used to be golden

The way that you left me is alright, it's alright

If I argue the point then we yell and we fight

And I won't be home for the rest of the night

You might hate my words but you know that I'm right

You know that I'm right

Don't paint me black when I used to be golden

Keep Going

"Life will never put you through more than you can handle."

Barely breathing

It feels like you're drowning, but you can see everyone around you breathing, and they all think you're breathing too.