I Watched My Friends

I watched my
friends,
leave my life.
and the worst part,
is that I felt like I
deserved it.

                            h.v

I'm Drowning

I'm drowning

and you're standing three feet away

screaming "learn how to swim."  {c.j.}

Cher Lloyd - Love Me For Me

The Phone Rings

Don't Wanna Pick It Up

I'm So Scared

I'm Gonna Say Too Much

I Tip Toe Around Your Questions

Why You Gotta Dig So Deep?

Tears Fall

And The Glasses Break

Inside These Walls

The Floor Boards Shake

From Outside

It's Alright

Long As You Looking From Fifty Feet

I Been Trying Trying

Hold My Head Up High

I Been Lying Lying

Keeping It All Inside

Trying Not To Trust You, Yeah

Take Another Leaf, I'm Broke Yeah Yeah???

I'm Done, I Give Up

I Don't Wanna Pretend No More

That's It, So What

I've Lost A Friend Before

Gonna Say It Like It Is

No More Wondering What If

That Ain't The Way You Oughta Live

Cause I Don't Want You To Love Me

If You Don't Wanna Love Me For Me

Cause I Don't Want You To Love Me

If You Don't Wanna Love Me For Me

A Doll House Is All That You Could See

But It's So Far From My Reality

I Got Problems, I Got Issues

Sometimes It's All Too Much For Me

Wrap It Up With A Pretty Little Bow

But There Are Some Things You Can't Sugarcoat

So I Give It To You Anyway

Even Though It Won't Taste So Sweet

I Been Trying, Trying

Hold My Head Up High

I Been Lying, Lying

Keeping It All Inside

Maybe I Could Trust You, Yeah

Take Another Leaf, I'm Broke Yeah Yeah???

I'm Done, I Give Up

I Don't Wanna Pretend No More

That's It, So What

I've Lost A Friend Before

Gonna Say It Like It Is

No More Wondering What If

That Ain't The Way You Oughta Live

Cause I Don't Want You To Love Me

If You Don't Wanna Love Me For Me

Sick Of All The Fighting

All The Slamming Of The Doors

The Pain, The Parents, Too Big/Deep To Ignore

Step Back, Step Back

Can You See It Through My Eyes?

I Know, I Know

It Maybe A Surprise

Don't Wanna Be Perceived For Something That I'm Not

Just Wanna Be Accepted For The Little That I Got

If You Could See Me Now In My Glass House

Not Ready To Let You In

Whoa Oh Yeah Not Ready To Let You In Whoa Oh, Oh

I'm Done, I Give Up

I Don't Wanna Pretend No More

That's It, So What

I've Lost A Friend Before

Gonna Say It Like It Is

No More Wondering What If

That Ain't The Way You Oughta Live

Cause I Don't Want You To Love Me

If You Don't Wanna Love Me For Me

Cause I Don't Want You To Love Me

If You Don't Wanna Love Me For Me

Cause I Don't Want You To Love Me

If You Don't Wanna Love Me For Me

When I Look At You

I still wonder

how can I hold back

when the only thought crossing my mind

when I look at you

is to put my hands in your hair

and pull your face closer.

{l.m}

It's At Night

It's at night
when I get lost into the shadows
of my lonliness,
that I don't even exist in my mind
and I feel numb
staring blank at the walls.

I'ts at night
when I get lost into a deep sea
of sadness,
where the waves never seem
to stop dragging
me to the depths of my soul.

It's at night
when all my demons come out
of their cage,
and start tearing me apart
from the very inside
of my poorly human being.

{l.m}

These Things Inside

"We all carry these things inside

that no one else can see."

Avicii - Wake Me Up

Feeling my way through the darknees 

Guided by a beating heart 

I can't tell where the journey will end 

but I know where it starts 

they tell I'm too young to understand 

they say caught up in a dream 

Well life will pass me by 

if I don't open up my eyes 

weel that's fine by me 

So wake me up when it's all over 

when i'm wiser and I'm older 

all this time i was finding myself 

and I...didn't know I was lost (x2) 

I tried carrying the weight of the world 

but I only have two hands 

I hope I get the chance to travel the world 

And I don't have any plans 

I wish that I could stay forever this young 

Not afraid to close my eyes 

Life's a game made for everyone 

And love is a prize 

So wake me up when it's all over 

when i'm wiser and i'm older 

all this time I was finding myself 

and I...didn't know I was lost (x2) 

I didn't know I was lost 

I didn't know I was lost 

I didn't know I was lost 

I didn't know I was lost

'Till There Is Nothing Left

Somtimes I get lost
so inside of my mind
that I forget everything
else exists and I end up
mentally ripping myself
to pieces 'till there is
exactly nothing left of me.

                                             {l.m}

Passenger - Holes

I know a man with nothing in his hands, nothing but a rolling stone
He told me about when his house burnt down, he lost everything he owned
He lay asleep for six whole weeks, they were gonna ask his mother to choose
When he woke up with nothing he said I'll tell you something
When you've got nothing, you've got nothing to lose

Now I've got a hole in my pocket, a hole in my shirt, a whole lot of trouble, he said
But now the money is gone, life carries on and I miss it like a hole in the head

I know a woman with kids around her ankles and a baby on her lap
She said one day her husband went to get a paper and the mother fucker never came back
Mortgage to pay and four kids to raise, keeping the wolf from the door
She said the wolf's just a puppy and the door's double locked so why you gotta worry me for

Now he left a in hole in my heart a hole in a promise a hole on the side of my bed
Oh now that he's gone well life carries on and I miss him like a hole in the head
Well sometimes you can't change and you can't choose
And sometimes it seems you gain less than you lose
Now we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on

Where we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on
Said we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on

Said we've got holes in our hearts, we've got holes in our lives
We've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on
Said we've got holes in our hearts, we've got holes in our lives
We've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on

Said we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on

One Day You'll Realize

One day you'll realize dear,

that everything is going to be alright.

That you won't feel this mad forever.

                                                              {l.m}

To Make Us Feel Alive

We try our best to feel anything.
Anything to make us feel alive.
Even if those things could kill us.

                                                                     {l.m}

Like You Always Do

And when you looked at me

I swear, the wolrd

started spinning around me.

And so I got lost in

that look of yours that always

makes me dizzy.

I realized that no one else can

make me feel lighter

and heavier at the same time.

Like you always do.

                                                   {l.m}